from Christ in
Concrete A mid-July night Paul
and Nazone sat on the fire escape. “Godson, I implore
you; you must help me get work—work that I may go to my wife and children in Abruzzi.
The career of builder in this land is done. This land has become a soil that
has contradicted itself, a country of Babel where Christians are beginning to
wander about in hungry distress cursing each other in strange tongues,
ripping their hearts, and possessing no longer even fingernails with which to
scratch their desperation. Godson, you must find work for me—that I may
return to the beautiful Italia—where I will be content to live and die with a
mouthful of bread each day . . . near my family and that dear earth that gave
me birth.” “Godfather, do not
worry—this upset should not last. Soon, perhaps, there may be more work than
we ever dreamed of. Then, I am sure to be a foreman, and you, you shall
always work for me.” Nazone hugged his godson. “I wish to Dio that
will happen. But godson Paul, what is going on today in this America is not a
thing of temperament, it is something we cannot understand, it is the
beginning, and all shall be shut to the hands that labor. It is like the war
that brings itself and for us only suffering awaits.” “It shouldn’t be like
this—there’s no sense to it . . .” “I pray you, godson,
speak for me at the job you work. Be not ashamed to speak for me. . . . I
will work like a fighter! . . . Discovered by an Italian—named from
Italian—But oh, that I may leave this land of disillusion!” Paul kept after his
foreman and pleaded for Nazone until he got the job for him, and it was
understood that he had to turn back ten dollars a week. Nazone went each
morning to work with him. They rode together, they sat side by side in the
subway train, they walked to Job together, they went upon the scaffolds
together, they troweled and hammered building up together, they lunched
together, and together at work-day’s cease they took sore self home. On the third morning
earth had floated down into the white hell of day, and as Paul and his
godfather came up from the subway, life stood out in pulsing sunlit
photography. Morning-born senses brought vividly the solarized city into ken.
Sharp against sky’s light-light blue concave stood the architectural stance
of buildings—now sandstoney buff in ornate rolls—now with jail-bar
severity—now ugly—and never beautiful. The few blocks to the
job Paul and Nazone stepped along happy for no apparent reason. They looked
at each other and smiled foolishly. A precious warm breeze glided down and
mingled familiarly with them. Nazone raised his gentle plump face to it and
paused for a moment. After a little way he halted, closed his eyes and drank
in a long breath caressingly. He put his hand to heart and said: “Ah, summer sweet,
how you do perfume these nostrils . . . !” He gazed up to the
sky admiringly, but then caught at his back and cried: “Ooch, this cocko of
a spine seems poinarded! Ah, godson, this skin is too delicate for the wall.
Christian man was never meant to blind the light of his short days with
bestial toil. This life of mine is inspired now, right now this very moment,
to find itself on the rim splay of sea with one naked foot on warm white sand
and the other in ocean’s wet green. I don’t know, but this day is a
canzonella of God, a day lucent with colored glass bells. Madonn, with this
mood I have a volition for laughing things like this bright circular sun atop
our heads, a lust for things natural!” They were a block
from Job when he took Paul by the arm and stopped. “Godson Paul, it is much
too beautiful to sweat and stink today! Let us grab two or three paesanos and
go with wine flagon and sandwich under arm to some country place or seashore where
we may bless the senses with smell of grass and salt of sea. . . . What does
one say!” Nazone’s suggestion
came on Paul as a sudden good odor, and he hesitated. “But it will cost us
a day’s pay . . .” Nazone waved it away
with: “He who works, eats. He
who does not work eats, drinks, and dances. Come, we who work with our hands
can live a thousand centuries, and yet will we have to work.” “Is it nice by the
seashore? . . . But there, I do not know how to swim.” “Nice? Why, godson,
each wave brings in saline bafts that scour the breathing sacks and impart
the appetite of ten Christians, and your skin will consume the touch of sand
and sun like a sitting to platter of spaghetti. . . . As for the art of
carrying yourself in water, I shall instruct you in the proper European
manner—like this—with arms and legs of the frog . . .” Paul stood
consternated and looking to Job near by. “Godson, come, this
day issues as voluptuous woman in heat. It is a rich hour of mammalian
desire—a phantasy of Nature—godson, let us disport in dulcent leisure and
leave behind Job! Job! Job!” Two bricklayers went
by. “ ’S matter kid, the
weather got ya?” “Godfather, we dare
not leave Job.” Nazone shrugged. “You are just. If we
lose our jobs—it is the fish without water.” Job was
monstrous-poised on the river front with a wide avenue at its feet, a broad
thoroughfare along which were ribboned tracks for railroad trains, and as
Paul and Nazone approached it they had their thoughts unconsciously
awe-prayered upon it. A white seagull appeared from behind Job. It hovered
high above it, winged down,m and rested upon the very peak, a concrete column
that stuck up from the roof, many floors above the street. It looked about
and then flew itself fast away up into nothing. A long train of freight cars
was coming slowly along the avenue. “Come, if we do not
hurry it will block our way to the job.” “The good Dio,”
reflected Nazone, “would have made us with wheels if he had intended for us
to hurry so. . . . Aie, but there is at this morning’s young hour a
surpassing lovely color. . . . There, I must remove me my jacket and open
this shirt at neck. Ahh, what a refreshment. . . . Life-life, this plumpiness
cares not for Job today—Hmn tee-re-lala, proverbially with tamborine in hand
could I do over the sparkling sands of sea! Godson, godson, again I say let
us wrap this tender day in pocket and steal it to the ocean’s side!” Paul shook his head. “But godson we
sin—beak of gull calls, sands rustle, ocean’s spray waves up, and summer’s
blue breath above tries to whisper us there. . . . Look, my own godson grins
and believes me not. . . . It really
calls to us. Veritably. . . . Soul of honor—I hear it. . . . Then we go . . .
?” Paul smiled, shaking
his head. “It was so difficult
to get you on. How shall you return to Abruzzi? . . . Come,
godfather. That train will hold us back.” Nazone, instead, slowed. Nazone,
who walked gracefully in the outward swing of his large feet and rolypoly
buttocks—the chubby chest on paunch—the open shirt neck revealing read and
white of collar-line—and cushioned in at the sides of the great fine nose the
kind small milk-blue eyes by the flush cheeks—and the lightness of breath
through which he said: “. . . Also, might
the fond hour be When I, to lie whole
free In grass beneath
umbrelling tree . . . To repose in strength And dream Of this me who bent
carnated soul On wall of Job’s long
heat and cold . . . ?” “Godfather! Hurry!” Toil’s battle herald
had blown, and Paul and Nazone ran up the twenty flights in a furious effort
that left them aching legs and strained hearts and lungs when they climbed up
over a window sill and out onto the swinging scaffolds. The single Job-brain
of foreman Jones pressed itself against two men who had clambered upon scaffold
minutes late. “Hey you Paul take
your corner and tell that compara of yours in Chinese to run up the pier next
to the corner! Hey Paul yank up that Goddamn line! The bricklayers are
standing-waiting’ for it with their pork in their hands—put it up!” What is he a wise
guy—? Watch out or I’ll fix your wagon! Bastard! See . . . them jump! Jones
you’ve gotta be a reg’lar son-of-a-bitch! I love you Jones. Me. Here. I’m
everything! Up! Up! Up! As the morning hours were
muscled and sweated by, Nazone could not focus his being to trowel and
mortar, hammer and chisel, line, block, dowel, rule, slicker, brick,
scaffold, men, and foreman. An inner rhythm kept radiating his sense farther
and farther beyond his immediate physical identification, as though he, a
planet of flesh, were sending out the power of his senses over time and
space. The concept of his flesh blended with the sun’s pure white lust and
levitated him past Jones who shouted curses at him to run out the line, past
the worried warning face of Paul, past his fellowmen on the scaffold, past
the concrete decision of Job Almighty before him, past the overrun street and
freighted river, past the steelstone hives, the painful geometry of New
Babylon, and out to where warm sands caressed him . . . the cool sea . . .
celestial kiss of sky . . . and naked perfect womankind . . . entwined him. .
. . Yes, that place is . . . But there, where is it? “Godfather, run out
that course, here comes Jones!” It may be on the shore
of Abruzzi near the cove at the bend of the large dune . . . It was there I
first saw the little hair ’neath my arms and smelled my flesh . . . perhaps
it is there where . . . He raised his
trowel-arm and smelled in the strong sweet wet hair flesh . . . “Godfather, hurry!” The sudden message of
his flesh told him of earth and sea. He did not hear foreman Jones rushing
over the littered scaffold to him. Jones leaped over a
mortar-tub with hand outstretched to snatch Nazone’s trowel from him. “Y’bastard you’re’s
slow’s the comin’ o’ Christ!” Paul saw Jones’s mad
foot catch the tub and throw him into his Godfather, pitching Nazone
violently from the scaffold trowel in hand. He fell to the sill of a wide
window, hit it with his stomach and bounded out into the open. Paul looked
over the scaffold rail and through staring mouth and eyes sent out his soul
to catch his Godfather who flung out his arms and rested on the speed of
space that sucked him down. For an electrical instant their eyes met. Oh, the surprise . .
. Oh Jesus, the misery
he poured up! Christ-Christ hold
him back! Give strength to the air! Christ don’t let him drop so fast! Christ
have him float gently! Have him land safely! Christ oh Christ he’s spinning
faster and faster and getting smaller and smaller! Don’t! No! Christ! No!
Noooooo . . . ! The man Nazone
rocketed away from Paul and the scaffold through deathed nothing and smashed
to the street bridge twenty floors below. Paul shut his eyes, and when the
terrible meaty quash sounded up to him it left him stunned and quaking
uncontrollably. As his knees pumped he clung to the scaffold crying
hysterically: “Get up, godfather—oh move, godfather—Help! Send for the
ambulance! Send for help! Save him oh save him! The men climbed off
the swinging scaffolds and began running down the stairwells. Foreman Jones
lowered his eyes with stupid bitterness. And Paul felt the world going round
and round. He moved to get up from the scaffold and gripped the
scaffold-cable but his stricken legs refused to move correctly. His heart
slammed and fast tears covered his sight. Reuben, a colored hodcarrier, put
his arm about Paul’s waist and helped him up with foot on terra-cotta and
hand at cable onto the next floor. “Doan’ cry, Paulie .
. .doan’ cry, sonny.” “Oh Reuben, I
can’t—breathe. . . . I can’t—see . . .” “Jes’ take it easy.” “Reuben, my godfather
can’t be dead . . .” “You sick, Paulie.
You better go right straight hoame.” “Reuben, Reuben, the
stairs are going all around. . . . Reuben, the earth is spinning so fast . .
. so fast! so-so smooth, Reuben!” “Paulie, sonny, I
knows. . . . Here, lemme carry you. “Lemme take you
hoame, Paulie. Please doan’ you go and see.” “I must . . .” “You sick boy. You
cain’t stand.” “I must go to him. I
must talk with him. Talk with him like a few minutes ago.” “Paulie, doan’ go.
You cain’t talk with him . . . no more.” “I’ve got to. To tell
him to pull through. To live. That I’ll help him—that we’ll all help him . .
.” He lay forward
against the men and said faintedly: “Let me see my godfather
. . .” They made way. He
saw. And a ghastly fascination cut across his senses. Starkly at his feet
lay Nazone. A brilliant red wet overalled pulp splotched over broken
terra-cotta. Both his feet were snapped off and the flesh-shriven left legbone’s
whittled point had thrust itself into a plank, with the protruding kneebone
aiming at the sky. His hips and torso was a distorted sprung hulk. His
overflung arms were splintered, and glued in his crushed right hand was his
trowel. His head, split wholely through by a jagged terra-cotta fragment, was
an exploded human fruit. His skull-top was rolled outward, with the scalp,
underlayers, and cartilage leafing from it, and his face halved exactly down
the centerline of nose, with the left nostril suspended alone at the lip-end,
curled out and facing the right nostril. Only the right half of his face
remained attached to his neck. His small right eye was filmed with
transparent liquid and fixed at the sun. The crescent of his mouth and teeth
was wide askew, and mingled over the sweat of his stubble were the marine
contents of his blood and brains that spread as quivering livery vomit,
glistening on the bluing flesh a tenuous rainbowed flora of infinite wavering
fibrins. . . . One big green
fatbellied fly appeared, and then another and another. They buzzed among his
bone and tissue and sucked the anatomy of his soul from the homeless ruddy
corpuscles and charged into themselves the dispersed electricity that had
powered his light in work, home, and his song and arms to heaven. Every disfigurement
of his godfather echoed in Paul with lightning flashes, shuddering and
crushing him. His tongue shrunk. A laborer laid a
tarpaulin over Nazone. “No lunch for me.” “No more work for me
today.” The superintendent pushed
back his fedora, put hands on hips, rolled his lips about and said: “Boys . . . there’s a
lotta mortar in the mixer and tubs that’s gotta be used up. There’s a hundred
brickies and sixty hodcarriers, and overhead.” He looked at his
watch. “We’ll go back after
lunch. Men on buildings have to stay on their toes and keep their eyes wide
open.” Paul remained by the
shattered Nazone. A flame shot through him. “That is your father Geremio!” it
cried, “Your father! You!” Paul bit his hands.
He stumbled down into the street. He wandered away, fearing to turn. On the
clean sunbathed sidewalk he saw his bloodied crushed father. He bumped into a
woman and looked at her dazedly. He turned and saw Job. It pressed upon him
and choked him. He held out his hands and gazed at them. That was he. Those
were the limbs that stretched their life force against brick. This was the
world, that spun and sickened, making him sit on a doorstep, making him want
to clasp the earth and shout for it to stop, the world that would crumple him
like his father and Nazone! Everywhere were their violated selves, helpless,
appealing to him in awful dignity. He got to his feet and ran. This is the street of
Tenement, and he arrives weary. Before him on the stoop sits Gloria. Bundle
of blonde animal, she sits the July heat in red cotton and bare legs spread. “Hullo Paul. Gee,
it’s nice an’ hot.” —And her reality’s
smell. “I gotta party.
Birthday party. Tonight, won’tcha come?” “. . . I have seen a
man . . . killed . . .” “We’re gonner have
eats and dancin’—what did y’say, huh?” Annunziata emerged
from the dark hallway with Geremino in hand. Behind Gloria she appeared. Ah
mother. So heavy worn and early gray. He walked up past
Gloria, and held to the railing. “Paul my Paul, why
are you home shirtless in cemented overall and face shocked? Are you ill of
heat?” He contemplated her
burdened face, and said: “Godfather Vincenz is
dead.” Annunziata let go
Geremino’s hand, and her mouth dried. “. . . Paul . . .” “Remember, mama, I am
talking to you. Remember.” Up Tenement’s fetid
hallway and into Tenement’s Italian smelling kitchen she led him. Sit oh son while I
wet-clothly cool they hurt self, they dear dear self oh good beautiful son
mine. The children came,
and they wondered. “Mama,” asked Geremino,
tugging her apron, “Why is Paul home with overalls, is he sick?” “Sick, little
brother? Geremino, sweet little heart, kiss Paul.” “Paul sick?” “Play. Find the sun.
Play, play, play . . . play.” Annina brought a
glass of chill wine to his lips, and as Annunziata applied cool vinegary
cloths to his forehead the throb pounded slower and slower in the painful
veins of his mind. Tired tears came. And Annunziata wept quietly with him. He
closed his lids in the salt of weeping, and began to sink. “. . . Mama, did I
tell you what happened today? Yes, I do not believe it. But I saw it. . . .
Where is he now? . . .” Annunziata’s
lachry-rhythm lulled. His head drooped back on the chair-rest and his legs
relaxed. “. . . Mama, what is
today . . . ?” “. . . Twenty-eighth
. . . July . . .” “. . . Good Friday,
thirtieth of March . . . was papa . . .” Softly-soft.
Annunziata helped her Paul to the children’s bed. It was dark and still
there. She carefully removed his clothes and shoes of Job. Dust, cement, and
his Job seated flesh. She wetted with tongue her finger and signed the cross
upon his forehead and pulsing joints. She covered him with a clean white
sheet, and kissed the hand that remained without. Paul mine. A vibrating gray
cloud looms over him and carries him. He knows it is the whistle of Job. He
looks above, and Job leans up over him beyond his sight. Job, he sighs, I am
so tired. How did you find me out? The soft pad of feet about him. They keep
their faces in the shadow and he does not know them but they are living
because their breaths are light pink. Why does he not know them? Quick quick
up stairwells feet on steps feet on steps and he cannot keep up. But why do
they work in the dark; it is so difficult to plumb and level? Next him works
a man with a large nose. He will talk in Italian for the man seems a
foreigner. Why does the foreman look dangerously at the man? He wants to tell
him about the foreman but the man smiles. When the foreman
comes to him the man puts down his arms and surrenders! Do not do it to me,
says the man’s face. Come, says the foreman’s eyes, let’s get this over with.
The foreman leads the man to the edge of the scaffold. The man looks down and
is terribly frightened. The man’s large nose quivers excitedly and he cannot
keep it still. Stand still, says the foreman, so that I can push you off. The
other men stop working and watch, and the man at the edge of the scaffold is
ashamed and says, oh please don’t push me, I’ll do it myself. But he shivers
and cannot do it, and he smiles so politely querulous. Now that’s right, says
the foreman, smile, take it like a good fellow so I can push you off, see,
fall down in this direction, do you understand? Yes, says the man with the
quivering large nose, but honestly, I am so afraid, I swear I don’t want to
die, I can’t bear it, there is no sense to it, and it will hurt me so. The
foreman puts his arm about him and caresses him while tripping him and
pushing him off, and says, don’t be a child, we don’t want to hurt you. He
sees that it was his godfather who was sent from the scaffold and he tries to
hit the foreman but the foreman picks him up and says, oh so you’re on his
side, eh? well that’s just what I thought, and the foreman pitches him from
the scaffold and out into space. He is falling! And he cries, I didn’t mean
it! I give up! You win! I don’t want to play any more! The ground is running
up at him faster and faster and he shuts his eyes and makes the sign of the
cross. Just as he is about to hit he floats easily and steps to the street bridge. His godfather is near
him with his legs snapped off and kicking the pointy ends about like a woman
lying on her back and squirming in desire; he is all twisted, his face
chopped in two, and he’s trying to keep the lid of his one remaining eye open
with his fingers. Godfather, godfather, he cries, keep the light of your eye
open until I get help! I’ll save you! He wants to pick up his godfather’s
pieces and put them back on but he is afraid to touch them. I remember, he
cries again, I remember who can save you; it is our Lord Christ who will do
it; he made us, he loves us and will not deny us; he is our friend and will
help us in need! Bear, oh godfather bear until I find Him. His godfather’s
disrupted being is in parts that yearn away from each other, and his large
nose, divided and curled out, quivers like a beating fish. Godson, he says, I
can no longer keep the light of his eye. Paul will seek Christ he will seek
Christ for that is his mission. He rushes out into the street. Yes, he will
run and run until he finds Him. He now will find Him! On, on, on . . .
on—But he has forgotten where to go. Is there no one to
tell him? And time will not last. Hey there, people, he
shouts, won’t you please tell me which way to go? They do not hear, and he
cannot get to them for they are all in passageways as creatures along
paddocks. Hey you, hey you and you! But there are no hearings. They stream
on. He is lost and knows not the manner of path. Time cannot wait, he will be
left behind in a darkness that will not move so that he will not feel himself
but will know only that he is waiting and no one will remember to come for
him. He must hurry, hurry! And the center of him rushes back suckingly fast.
He travels back to the many buildings he helped put up. The men will not
speak with him, and when the last brick is laid he wipes his trowel on his
overalls and asks, Have you seen Christ? Where may I find him? And they look
at the walls. He has built all the jobs and reprinted self on all the brick
once before laid. Tired, how tired. He wants to sit, to rest. A slender white
Paul-face shakes. It peers from shadow and says, there is not rest, strive
and you will find the Job. There is a man approaching. He walks with jaunty
and individual grace. He knows it is his father Geremio. Geremio strides
along wearing a checkered suit with stiff wing collar, polka-dot bow tie,
pork-pie fedora, two-tone buttoned shoes and puffing a Royal Bengal, and his
face is a little different, as though he had on heavy make-up. Paul wants to
run to him and weep, to embrace his feel and smell, but he does not because
his father behaves as an abashed stranger who feigns not to notice him. He
wishes so to ask him, Father where have you been this long time? Where have
you been living and what have you been doing? What have mother and the
children done that you have run away? Have you forgotten you are our father?
But when his father comes by he does not ask for he feels that his father is
ashamed. He is hurt to think that his father has betrayed Annunziata. He
loves his father. He will bring him back to Annunziata and the children
without hurting his feelings. He walks with him. He looks up to his face that
is turned slightly to the side, and he says naturally, Hello papa, I’ll walk
along with you if you don’t mind, I was going this way. His father nods. He
wants to say to his father, Papa, you are handsome to my eyes with your white
teeth and black wavy hear, and mama always tells that you are the only man in
the world for her. He knows by the way his father walks that he is going to
Job. He knows the walking-step to Job. He wants to tell his father with pride
that he is a full-fledged journeyman bricklayer—oh how he will surprise him
when they get to Job. Job! It is a maze of
caught stone and steel. His heart is quailed. His father rolls up his
coatsleeves and quietly begins laying bricks. Paul tries to lay bricks with
him but finds his trowel is very heavy, the handle is hardly big enough to
gasp, and the mortar will not stick to the trowel. He struggles to keep up
with his father but the bricks fall from his fingers and will not lay
straight. Fear swathes him. He looks about Job. He is in a huge choir loft
with scaffolding about the walls. In niches are Saints. They wear overalls
and look like paesanos he dimly recalls. They step down and carry hods and
push wheelbarrows. But what Saints are they? The little fellow and the
curly-headed scaffolder and the mortarman look like Tomas, Lazarene, and the
Snoutnose who once visited the house. The boss is coming, the boss! A great
big man dressed like a priest punches his father on the bricklaying muscle of
his trowelhand forearm and shouts, Wop! get it up! That man is Mister Murdin!
Paul points at him and cries, I spy! you are the boss Murdin! The man turns
around like a magician and each time he revolves and shouts at Geremio and
Paul he has on a suit and mask of a general, a mayor, a principal, a
policeman, but Paul keeps crying, I spy! I spy! Mister Murdin sticks
his tongue at him and disappears. Father, Father, calls
Paul, why are we here? His father eyes his brickwork and does not listen.
Father, I know now that Mister Murdin is our enemy! His father smiles and
winks at him. Then Job begins to tumble in gentle silence. Cornices, arches
and walls crack apart and roll down. He shouts with all his might to his
father to beware, but his father keeps interestedly laying bricks, leaning
his head to a side as though listening to flowing music. Huge walls fall out
of plumb and cannonade down toward his father and he flies up to meet them
holding out his hands to protect his father and the walls break over his arms
without hurting him. He hurls himself frantically from scaffold to scaffold
to stay the oncoming walls and girders. Father! Men! why don’t you try to
save yourselves! But they are apathetic and lend themselves dreamily to
disaster as fatigued actors. don’t give up! he shouts. Father! Men! Refuse to
die! Say no! His father raises a graceful hand, and in defeated chorus they
sing, Good Friday . . . Thirtieth of March
. . . Sainted Friday. The words steal his strength and he cannot keep up
with the whelming downthunder of floors and walls, then feels himself giving
way and blanketed as sleepy child. He spins through the solids of brick and
steel and comes to crucified rest in the concrete forms; concrete pours
through him as through soft cotton, and is he Geremio? A slender white
Paul-face tells him he is Paul. A fog carries him to
the Cripple, and she awaits him in her rocker. I knowed youse was comin’, she
says. She clutches her fingers and strains and her neck swells, and from the
dark corner of the ceiling behind her whorls out a whiteness that forms into
his father. His father is beaten, pale and sublimated. The Cripple writes and
her eyes bulge. Sonny, she says, your father says he’s happy in paradise and
everything’s all right. Let me kiss my father. No, she answers, you can’t.
But he surges over her shoulder and embraces his father. His father’s
man-face bristles strongly against his own and his father whispers quickly, I
was cheated, my children also will be crushed, cheated. His father begins to
absolve and sighs faintly, Ahhh, not even the Death can free us, for we are .
. . Christ in concrete . . . Paul bolted up in
darkness, his heart racing and his consciousness groping painfully in
resurging maelstrom. “I am Paul, Paul,
Paul, I am Paul.” His blood drained and
left him trembling. “I too, will die . .
. and disappear . . .” And a quiet prisoning
terror came into him. Annunziata weeping with
Ci Luigi and the paesanos in the kitchen heard him and hurried into the
bedroom. She struck a match and lit the gaslight. His face frightened her.
She took the crucifix from the wall and placed it in his hands. “Paul mine . . .
Paul, mother’s own . . . what has happened?” He pushed the
crucifix aside and stared into her eyes. “Mother,” he said
fearfully, “Papa is not coming back—we shall never meet again.” She was impaled. She
shut her eyes and moaned. He gripped her hands. “Who nails us to the
cross? Mother . . . why are we living!” She opened her eyes.
She remained pierced. He dropped his head
on her shoulder and tearfully whispered: “Unfair! Unfair!—Our
lives—unfair!” |